Going a church picnic. Should be fun. I just hope I don't get to tanned.!

Was suppose to go on a date today. Well that was cancled. Nigga dont waste my time. What eva still gunna get up, get dressed and look pretty.
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My brothers and my sister came over this weekend. It was really nice to see them, always have a blast when they come.! My doggie Congo gets really excited, its pretty funny. Good weekend. Goes to show you can have fun without drinking as well.! =) .

I like someone. I really do but Im sure it will not end well..

Drank alot tonight. But at least Im safe. Fun night from what I can remember. yummy ceral

Was wasted as hell last night.!  Woke up on thee floor lol . Took ten mins just to log into facebook haha.

Its hard to admit but I am scared to connect with someone new. Because in thee end they will just hurt yu or do some really dumb shit.

Okay, I think I am a good person. Try to be honest. Honest about my feelings. Like I will let yu know how I feel. But you sir are not a good person (You know who you are) You are a narcissistic ass hole who thinks your better then everybody. Complain about one thing and turn around and do it to a friend that you say you "care about." I'm not bitter I'm just pissed. Because you done pissed me off. I'm done completely done with trying to mend what was never there. Was fun but I can tell your over it so its my turn to get over it.

I've been talking to this guy, Jeff for a while. He's a sweetheart. =) Love talking to him. But there's this problem. He lives pretty far away. I know, I know long distant relationships suck.!  It's so much better physically being with a person. To hold yu, touch yu...Kiss yu. But I really do enjoy talking to him so I'm probably not going to stop anytime soon. Geez I really should get some sleep.! lol

~.Kiss.Kiss.~

Some ov yu guys out there need to learn how to respect a women. And some ov you women out there need to learn how to respect yourselves .!

I saw my first love today... yeah he's kind of an asshole. I'm pretty sure he saw me. He turned around and drove past me again. That asshole..

I'm new to this blogging thing, other then tumblr. =) . My goal with this blog is to help people. I guess. Ha, maybe help myself. Get rid of all my feelings and hopefully strangers find it interesting lol. I'm a bigger woman and it's not always easy being "Fat." <--- that word doesn't hurt anymore, been called it growing up. I've learned to embrace it and I feel beautiful, most of thee time. Well hopefully I will be good at blogging lol I'm definatly good at Talking.!

~Kiss.Kiss~